Lack of motivation or time?

As I sit and enjoy my Chinese green tea in my cast iron tea pot, I remind myself; "enjoy it, `cause I might not get much time to enjoy later." I say this because I feel like my life has been nothing but running, running, running. I tried to slow down over the holidays, relax, spend some quite time with myself and read a book. Well, I did finish that book, and really, really enjoyed doing nothing else.
Do I have any new jewelry pieces to share with you? No. But I did treat myself to purchasing some new beads, for hope of motivating myself to get moving and creating new jewelry.

In order to free up some time, I had to quit a couple of the groups that I belonged to; making the most productive ones priority. I cannot do everything! I have recently discovered.
I have so, so many ideas to create new things. Many which won't come to fruition unless, 1) I find the time to sit down and actually create them, 2)I sell some of my jewelry already waiting for new homes, 3)I become independently wealthy. I won't hold my breathe on that happening any time soon!

This damn economy! Some thing's gotta change soon. Or I will have to take on another PT job! (Oh, I hope not!)
My time drifts away~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So I thought I could manage working PT and spend the other days creating jewelry and working on my on-line business and do art shows and make it all work. Well, IT IS alot of work. A full time job, I would say. So I'm spending more time trying to eat healthy, which means more prep time, trying to exercise regularly, yeah yeah, you get it, I know. Blah, blah, blah, I could go on.
Today~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the foot doctor wants me to go to physical therapy 2 times a week; (add that to the list of things to do), (and pay for). Today's appointment wasn't bad. Then I went and spent half my pay check on expensive shoes for my poor feet problems. Hmmm, let's see, what bills are getting paid this week?
Sorry to sound so bleak; I know it is NOT practicing gratitude. I should just be grateful to have shoes on my feet, have access to medical care, and to have a job at all. On that note, I'll end for today........
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